Seasonal (2010)

I wish I knew what to say.

How to go about it,

to rid myself of this haze.

You want so much for me to be happy,

to live and be carefree.

I sometimes find that my

shortcomings

are all I’m able to see.

I want you to love yourself,

never quit,

to truly live and believe.

I put all my time and effort into it,

hoping it will rub off on me.

I keep people at a distance,

but you'll never be dismissed.

I do this for my safety,

for my emotional

stability,

none of which really helps me.

What if I succeed?

You love yourself and you leave.

Then what’s to become of me?