Love life? Not so much (2005)

I was talking to T.C. last night on the internet and I asked him a question that's been bothering me for the past week. Guys, this one is for you. Why is it that when I wanted to date somebody, and was interested in going on dates that nobody returned an interest. But as soon as I decide that I don't want to date anyone from Harrisburg, or Illinois is general, that I get calls from not one, no, not even two.. but SEVEN guys wanting to take me out? Give me some feedback people, you've lost me. I don't want to date anyone from here, I'm moving this summer and it would just be a hassle. It's not that there aren't nice people here, I just don't want to feel like I can't move like I planned because I have a boyfriend and I can't leave them. Like I said in my last serious blog, Harrisburg has nothing to offer me. I feel that I need to focus on the more important things this year, not who I'm going out with Friday night. I have a lot of responsibilities, and I'm trying to get back to the good person I was. I would rather not be in a relationship because I get distracted from my important things (i.e. God, family, my girl friends, school, work). Maybe it's not even that, maybe it's who I choose, I don't know. But I'm comfortable where I'm at right now, and I am moving this summer because I know in my heart that I'm supposed to. I can't let anything get in the way of what I am supposed to do. I did that before and it didn't work out well for me. I'm taking initiative and listening to God before my heartstrings, so please bear with me.