This blog is more of a journal entry than anything else. I can't get in touch with anyone to talk to them and I need to get some stuff off my chest.
I looked at my calender today and I realized that in about one month to the day, I will be back in Illinois. Normally seeing the date I'm going to be leaving doesn't bother me, but I've been really lonely this afternoon so it's like salting a wound. To be honest, I'm scared to go back home and I'm not sure why.
I feel so torn right now about the friendships I'm missing out on at home, and the ones I'll be missing out on when I go back. I really wish there was some way I could see everybody everyday. I love all my new friends in Kentucky. You guys mean more to me than you'll ever know. You've helped me realize that I had a lot more potential and character than I gave myself credit for. I have experienced new things, and found alternate ways to have fun... good clean fun. I hate that I won't get to see you guys, play disc golf, have deep conversations about God, watch $1 dvds, play volleyball, tennis, monkeyball, mario party, cook for you, watch the sunset, go hiking, ride canoes, go swimming, all of it. I'm going to miss the support that I have from everyone over here. I really do love you guys.
So I'm going to take way to many pictures, maybe write a poem or two. Film everyone and capture as much of this last month as I can.
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